If You Know Why

 I’m fed up and wonder why do people often ask this question, “When are you gonna marriage? blablablabla”. They frequently ask this shit to my big brother and I'm as his little sister must be mad! Like hey, what the fuck are you gonna do if he doesn’t marriage yet like you or even your fr daughter/son? Are you gonna pay his wedding properties and his groceries with his future wife? Nah! Such a tosser! So, stfu and mind your own business. Let him choose what he really likes, wants, and need. I don’t remember how many times I said that, “No one can force you, at all. We are the one who own ourselves, not others, not our spouse, not even our parents.” Moreover, he’s still 23, too young to settle down (I guess). I just don’t want him to marriage in rush and feel regret in the future. Let he find his the one. The one who could understand him better even if more than himself. The one who could bring positivities to his life. Raise him up when he’s feeling low. Be there and sharing happiness to each other. The one who can’t be deceived, although we know that as human, we even often deceive ourselves. Say to the whole world that we’re all set, but actually we’re not. Often to hold back our tears just because of validation. Validation for not to regarded as weak.

I wish people want to open their minds and more aware with this sensitive question. Sorry if my words is too emotional. I just wanna protect my the one and only big bro. My hero after my dad went away to heaven.

Xoxo,

Mars, 24 August 2022.